THE MEANING OF LIFE

No, I am not even going to try answering that. These are my burning QUESTIONS:
I often wake up and/or go to sleep wondering,
"What is this thing called life?"
Am I just aimlessly trudging along? Am I "doing" enough or too much? Am I doing anything worthwhile? What I am "supposed" to be doing? Do I pay more attention to beauty or chaos?
How do I help end the condition of suffering for others?
Is there anyway I can remove pain when I am often in my own? Do emotions really affect us physically? Is anyone truly "happy" or are they pretending? Will what motivates me today motivate me tomorrow? Will I stay angry about the same issues?
Am I really a motherless child?
As I get older why do I crave a mommy and daddy to crawl in bed with more than I did as a child? What would it feel like for God to hug me or rub my head? Do I believe in magic and miracles? Will I ever trust a man and believe in that kind of love again? Am I capable of recognizing and giving love? Am I getting too old for frivolous relationships? Am I going to have children? Can a man really get past my past?
Am I forever wounded or am I forever the strong woman?
Does anyone really know me?
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ETERNAL GRATITUDE
A special thank you to Sabura Rashid, Passion, Cecily, Serena, Rebeccah, Lisa-Roxanne, Adrain, Bill, Scott, Tiffany, Terry and Kenita. Plus the previous cast members of Greener Grasses. For being brave enough to present this work. And as Sabura mentions Thank You to the Ancestors, the ones who sold us, the ones who bought us and the ones who survived to make us who we is today.
UHURU